今天很热，如题。
热到心情很不好的感觉，不喜欢临时改变的我，不喜欢那种突然改来改去。
又说不清楚地感觉。
最近很厌倦了那种没有进展的工作，说老实的，在没有进步的环境下，
人，是会懒惰的。
想要换一个环境和比较适合自己的工作，这个念头从来就没有消失过。
遗憾的，在找时机的我，碰上了不对的时机。
而且，什么才叫适合？什么才叫喜欢？
我连边缘都谈不上来。
我的脑海里满满的浮现着人生的起伏，就是不停的发生，不停的转动；
我需要更好的出路；至少，至少是一个属于我的出路。
这条路，开始的太唐突了，我一直以为能够handle好好的，
原来做自己不适合，自己不喜欢的东西，还真的很难维持。
我真的是需要好好的努力找出口。
到最后。。。原来，也要很多事情不是想就能做到的了。。
能给我一个我想走的路，让我走吗？
很多事情，都在慢慢中改变。
学习去适应两个人的空间，喜欢那两个人的称呼，喜欢她喜欢的，爱他爱的。
那两双放空的手，牵着对方慢慢地走，
不害怕前方有什么困难，只要相信，就能走得长久。
两个人的事，已经变成了心中最重要的小事。
A night outing with my dearest buddy, Fonie.. tho we dint had time chat much..
but everytime, just a meet up with her, I would feel relief & happy..
maybe because we share similarity, and we share the joy we have & used to had.
This time is a little bit more special,
cause I gotto meet up with one of my secondary friend, Chen Hou.
wow! it was like aged we never had news about each other,
until the day he ping me in msn, we started to chat over again..
and from that point, we realize we do share common friend which is Fonie!!
hahaha...round round world is so small in a way, we share friend all after aged of miss out.
Talk about Chen Hou, I would say, he had changed!
Change to be more handsome & good looking? hahaha...yeah, he is!
I wish he could get through all the difficulties & reach to him aim & hope..
Well, hope the gf will not control too much...hahaha
so he can hang out with me & Fonie more..
The night hanging around in the small ktv room was awesome!
seriously, I had been isolate from social life sometime,
this ktv session with Fonie, Chen Hou & their colleagues was FUN!
I mean i had long lost connection or doesn't have any new network around me..
for me to explore & enjoy..
I gotto make the move to find back the life, else I will be boring till hell.
This night, I sang alot..is like flash back the time me & Fonie had in Liverpool.
We hang around in Chinatown ktv, to dine in & sing with the geng we have..
I will never forget about today, this is like a special day for me to feel my life..
Need to thank Fonie for her great invitation~
I guess, I should have more activities like this..
haha...Fun & enjoy Monday night + busy & busy weekend,
I love my June 2009.
Now awaiting for my most wanted July 2009!!
Hey July2009, Am Coming!!!!
Night time, g'nie everyone~ *muacss*
